This is a picture I had taken for my project 365; it’s one of my favorites. I mostly love it because I’ve been quite addicted to black & white stripes. I’m using this photograph today because it depicts exactly how I’m feeling at the moment.
I have several pre-written blog posts that are in need of publishing. They’ve been sitting in my drafts folder for 3 months now. I’m too timid to hit the publish button as they are; I feel like they need to be tweaked & edited more so that the point I’m trying to make is tangible & articulate. Because I have really great ideas, but I often cannot express them in a delicious way. I tend to ramble, which results in the composition sounding self-centered & whiny. Many people would say, “So? Write it anyway!” But I don’t believe in writing mediocre things. Self-centered, whiny compositions are often bad writings. & I refuse to stand by bad writing, even if it is honest.
I have a lot on my mind today. This month has gone by too quickly, & I’m trying to catch up to it, both physically & emotionally. October has been far too busy for my liking, & I will be quite happy when it’s over.
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new on ask apricot: guest-advice from Kyla Roma!
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